I am not an actor nor do I play one on TV! LOL! I don’t remember ever really thinking about acting. As a youngster, my dream was to grow up and play for the Milwaukee Braves. But by the time I got to high school, I knew that wasn’t gonna happen. But fortunately the Beatles came along and I was going to be a rock and roll star. And I guess I sorta was given what appears in the documentary “Taking The City By Storm” (available on YouTube from about 3:15 to 8:20) or the book Brick Through The Window. But I digress!
David Auburn’s Proof is my favorite play of the 21st Century. I have seen it twice so far. The first time about 20 years ago at the Milwaukee Repertory Theater and it grabbed me immediately. And I saw it again about two years ago at the American Players Theater. So when Lake Country Playhouse and Academy announced Proof as part of their 2024/25 season, I immediately put it at the top of the plays I wanted to see this season. And this is a perfect vehicle for their intimate stage and the fully engaged theater company that LCP has become.
And then earlier this spring one of their weekly emails included a note about auditions being scheduled for Proof. And I thought, that’s cool. And then the little voice in the back of my head started to whisper, why don’t you try out? Proof has four characters. A professor of mathematics, his two daughters, and a former student who is now also a professor. The audition notice said that the father, Robert, is 50 to 70. Well, I can play down to 70, right? And in some outlines or discussions around the internet he is described as a disheveled academic, which suits my style to a T! But then I just waved off the voice and went on my way.
But then I found myself ordering the script on line and waiting with tremendous anticipation until it arrived. And then I read it through and put it aside. And it kept popping up in my head…and then I finally logged into the LCP website and registered for an audition appointment. And then my mind and fears and shyness and procrastination and ego all went into overdrive to try to win out over the others.
And then the week before the audition arrived and I almost called to cancel the audition on Wednesday but talked myself out of it. And then on Thursday I re-read Robert’s parts in the play and was already to go. And then Friday I balked again and decided to cancel until my writer’s mind said: What’s the worst that can happen? You can embarrass yourself and then get a story out of it!
So that weekend I headed out to Hartland for my scheduled time. The auditions were being held in a church across the street from the theater and I met about a dozen others in the lobby all waiting for their turn to audition. I had to sign in and fill out a short form (I didn’t have the suggested head shot and stage resume since I am not an actor). Another auditioner showed me the sample scripts laying on the table and I took another read through the Robert parts. And then nervously leaned against the wall waiting my turn.
Now the group that I was waiting with were there for any number of the parts. And the stage manager was matching us up for scenes based on characters and our scheduled times. So actors would be selected two at a time and given their scripts and taken to the audition room. What I was surprised to find is the audition space was in the basement just at the bottom of the stairs from the lobby. And the doors were left open so we could all hear what was being being read…and my heart sank a bit because a number of the men that preceded me were clearly accomplished actors. But I also was able to put aside any thoughts about embarrassing myself, because somehow going through with this had given me some courage to continue.
When it was my turn, a woman actor was selected to read Catherine, one of Robert’s daughters and I was to read Robert. We were escorted to the church basement to a table where the director, Naomi Tiefel was seated with the script and we were given our copies as well. The scripts were clearly marked for where to begin and end and we each did our best to read accurately and animatedly and work with each other the best we could in this odd little situation. When we finished, I was handed another portion of the script that featured a monologue and when I finished Tiefel asked me a few questions and said the she would be emailing the results in a few days.
And as by now you surely know that I did not get the part. I waited excitedly for that email and when it came and I read it, I am not sure which emotion reigned, disappointment or relief. I was never sure how I would memorize all of those lines and then remember how to move on stage. But of course that is what rehearsals are for!
So I would like to thank Naomi Tiefel for her patience and kind words at the audition and her encouraging email rejection. And I would also like to thank my long suffering wife, Rosalie Beck for having to witness my on again off again decisions about auditioning in the first place.
And good luck to Michael Chobanoff, who gets to play Robert, you lucky devil. But I will be keeping my eye on you!
Please go see Proof at the Lake Country Playhouse & Academy. It is an outstanding play and I am sure LCP will knock it out of the park. It runs May 8 to 23, 2025 and more information and tickets can be found here!
